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Manhater.
So in the recent weeks I have become a raging manhater. I think it's the fact that every boy I know has managed to fuck me over in the last year. Repeatably usually. Then, one who I thought was nice, and wouldn't screw me over, did. What is this world coming to? What ever happened to having friends and them actually being nice to you? I seriously think that living in this... place, has made me hate everyone. Seriously is there something in the water that makes everyone an asshole?
I think lately I have just become really lonely. I don't have time for a boy and like I would ever let one near me, but it doesnt stop me from feeling like I'm all alone.
It didn't help at all that I ran into crapweasle and wannabecrapweasle. Of course the one day I go out with no makeup on, sweatpants, glasses, and hair a mess I run into THEM. Fuck my life. Of course this would happen to me. OF FREAKIN' COURSE! So Tal calls and is all like " Come out" and I'm like "no I'm in my pj's and shit" and she's all like "come on we are just going to Tim hortons" so I'm like "fine, whatever."
Yeah, no. I start to walk into tim hortons when I see this guy standing at the counter. I'm thinking "wow that guy looks like Tyler, but he has really ugly hair." Suddenly, the guy turns towards me more and sure enough it's him. Then I look beside him and there is his clone. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. So I RUN back to Tal's car freakin' out. She's close behind me like whats wrong? and I'm like ITS TYLER AND MIKE and she starts laughing because of course it's fucking perfect and then she runs in to say hi to them. Yasamin helps me makem myself look less like shit, but I still look aweful. Then I go inside and luckily don't have to say anything to them cause they are sitting down now.
So I order my drink and we go sit in the opposite corner cause I might kill the clone if he comes near me. Like an hour later we begin thinking about leaving. Everytime I had turned around to look at their table Tyler was staring at me, which was awkward, so I quickly turned back around.
So Tal decides she is going to go talk to them again so she runs to their table. I really didn't want to go over there but now I had no choice cause she went over there and now I look like an asshole and assholeclone wins. So Yasamin made me go over there with her. I sat down as far away from clone as I could which happened to be next to Tyler, but that was the lesser of two evils.
I basically sat there for 10 mins in complete silence. Yasamin made fun of Tyler's face and I didn't laugh or even smile. So of course Tyler gave me a look like "your not laughing at a joke at my expense. Shit, whats wrong?" Even clone was like huh!? The only time I talked was to explain to Yasamin that Tyler wasn't a normal boy and therefore asking him a guy opinion wouldn't work. She asked him about her birthday and if she rented a penthouse if he would come and I said that he is not a normal boy he is a Tyler and Tyler is a homebody and doesn't go to things that require effort. He would much rather sit at home or go to a local bar. Tyler just nodded with a smile on his face cause I know him so well. Blahhhh.
You know what I hate about Tyler: he still gives me that look. You know that one where a boy loves you. I swear its just to make me upset. He just gives me that look he looks at me with. It makes me angry. Fuck off you have a girlfriend now and you are way to chicken shit to ever get me back so don't sit there and tease me with that stupid look that makes me think someone cares about me when no one does :(.
Then Tyler accidentally hit my foot and he shot it back like I electricuted him. It was hilarious. I just looked down and moved my foot a little farther away from him. God, we are ridiculous.
So finally, we left. I said cya, to Tyler, not clone, but clone said very loudly BYE and I was like fuckyou, but not out loud. lol I just kept walking as fast as I could out of that place. I was livid. I think the whole reason I didn't really talk was so I wouldn't flip out at stupidclone.
Boo, I miss him. No one will ever care about me like he did...does...whatever. Damn him. This would be so much easier if I knew he didn't care about me. F!
I think lately I have just become really lonely. I don't have time for a boy and like I would ever let one near me, but it doesnt stop me from feeling like I'm all alone.
It didn't help at all that I ran into crapweasle and wannabecrapweasle. Of course the one day I go out with no makeup on, sweatpants, glasses, and hair a mess I run into THEM. Fuck my life. Of course this would happen to me. OF FREAKIN' COURSE! So Tal calls and is all like " Come out" and I'm like "no I'm in my pj's and shit" and she's all like "come on we are just going to Tim hortons" so I'm like "fine, whatever."
Yeah, no. I start to walk into tim hortons when I see this guy standing at the counter. I'm thinking "wow that guy looks like Tyler, but he has really ugly hair." Suddenly, the guy turns towards me more and sure enough it's him. Then I look beside him and there is his clone. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. So I RUN back to Tal's car freakin' out. She's close behind me like whats wrong? and I'm like ITS TYLER AND MIKE and she starts laughing because of course it's fucking perfect and then she runs in to say hi to them. Yasamin helps me makem myself look less like shit, but I still look aweful. Then I go inside and luckily don't have to say anything to them cause they are sitting down now.
So I order my drink and we go sit in the opposite corner cause I might kill the clone if he comes near me. Like an hour later we begin thinking about leaving. Everytime I had turned around to look at their table Tyler was staring at me, which was awkward, so I quickly turned back around.
So Tal decides she is going to go talk to them again so she runs to their table. I really didn't want to go over there but now I had no choice cause she went over there and now I look like an asshole and assholeclone wins. So Yasamin made me go over there with her. I sat down as far away from clone as I could which happened to be next to Tyler, but that was the lesser of two evils.
I basically sat there for 10 mins in complete silence. Yasamin made fun of Tyler's face and I didn't laugh or even smile. So of course Tyler gave me a look like "your not laughing at a joke at my expense. Shit, whats wrong?" Even clone was like huh!? The only time I talked was to explain to Yasamin that Tyler wasn't a normal boy and therefore asking him a guy opinion wouldn't work. She asked him about her birthday and if she rented a penthouse if he would come and I said that he is not a normal boy he is a Tyler and Tyler is a homebody and doesn't go to things that require effort. He would much rather sit at home or go to a local bar. Tyler just nodded with a smile on his face cause I know him so well. Blahhhh.
You know what I hate about Tyler: he still gives me that look. You know that one where a boy loves you. I swear its just to make me upset. He just gives me that look he looks at me with. It makes me angry. Fuck off you have a girlfriend now and you are way to chicken shit to ever get me back so don't sit there and tease me with that stupid look that makes me think someone cares about me when no one does :(.
Then Tyler accidentally hit my foot and he shot it back like I electricuted him. It was hilarious. I just looked down and moved my foot a little farther away from him. God, we are ridiculous.
So finally, we left. I said cya, to Tyler, not clone, but clone said very loudly BYE and I was like fuckyou, but not out loud. lol I just kept walking as fast as I could out of that place. I was livid. I think the whole reason I didn't really talk was so I wouldn't flip out at stupidclone.
Boo, I miss him. No one will ever care about me like he did...does...whatever. Damn him. This would be so much easier if I knew he didn't care about me. F!
